So much. First, I wish a Happy Creative Healthy and utterly satisfying New Year to you.
Second, 11 weeks have passed, so good enough, I am ready to tell the world I am expecting a baby in July. I am especially ready to tell you because yesterday I heard this little creature's perfect, thumpity thumpity heart beat, like a puppy's tail flopping against the floor. Such a strong, regular, happy sound coming from such a tiny tiny person. I have been laughing ever since. I expected the sound to be some deep profound tearful thing for me - but instead, lots of laughter and joy. Go baby go!
Other things, less profound yet on my mind.
School starts (teaching) in a couple of weeks, much to prepare. But also a continued break to think about the larger picture of artmaking in my life. When I am done for the semester in May, I will return to focusing on art making and my online shop as a way to continue working while caring for the newborn through the summer and fall. I may teach in the fall again, not sure...depends on exacly when the baby comes, and who he/she is and how much seperation we can handle so early. It may become the beginning of long stint of being a full time maker again...
I am taking two classes this spring: pottery, which I always promised myself I would do while pregnant, and I am thinking of making nothing but cups, and hand-painting them. Lots of ideas. And I am also taking a suitcase puppet theater class with the amazing Beth Nixon.
I am going to apply to a video show at a Philly Gallery focusing on feminist/female themes and the idea of superpowers. Seems like a good year for that.
I've probably way overcommitted myself for the second and third trimester of pregnancy. But, why not take this whole creation thing as far as I want? I feel like with 2 heartbeats in my body, I must have some extra fuel for art.